每晚都睡不好
因为你在我的脑中环绕
is difficult to control my mind.
but it must, i must control my mind, dun think too much.
although it is very suffering.
u, just a friends.
i know i cannot hold your hand.
i know i wan to hold your hand when we are in secondary school.
but i know i cannot thinking of that again.
because we just a friend.
somehow i need another girl to help me to balance my mind.
because recently is very close to you.
it let me very 矛盾 of my feeling.
i need to avoid the XX feeling.
we need some distance recently, really, seriously.
it can let me clam down of the shit mind.
i dun wan to break of our friendship.
